Becca: Does it ever go away?
Nat: No, I don’t think it does. Not for me, it hasn’t - has gone on for eleven years. But it changes though.
Nat: I don’t know…the weight of it, I guess. At some point, it becomes bearable. It turns into something that you can crawl out from under and…carry around like a brick in your pocket. And you…you even forget it, for a while. But then you reach in for whatever reason and - there it is: “Oh right, that”. Which could be awful - not all the time…So, you carry it around. And uh… it doesn’t go away. Which is…fine, actually."